i'm back. i won't be calling connecticut "home" for the rest of my teenage life. How depressing

I'm not sure who i'm doing this for anymore. i'm not even sure who i am anymore. I'm tired of first impressions and trying to get to know people. I just want to be someplace familiar and socially safe. or just crawl up in a ball and sleep for the next year.

I hate going out to eat, because i feel like everyone is watching what i eat and how much of it i eat. I probably had around 600 calories at lunch. Hopefully i won't need to eat anything else for the rest of the day.

FRIENDS ONLY